The talk within ME and You...(the patience and LOVE came to the spoon feeding of the thoughts that who you are)(A talk with my IDOL)

With the sweet urge of LIFE to know who you really are and what's that which makes me to follow you and love you so much!!......IS IT JUST MY FAITH

or the CONFIDENCE in YOU

or is it that YOU R OUR
CREATOR

and i love to have the one who created the best of LIFE'S

human being as my IDOL!!

THE day I DREAMED about my beautiful conversation with YOU

the day ended with the same daily strucks of LIFE with times beating fast to knock up with this mordern world beating the pace ofF!!
and then came the loving night to satisfy our thirst of rest with LOVE

THE moment i lied i jerked to sleep tight....and it was night where the wishes of my whole childhood and past came to an end with MY BELOVED in my dreams to satisfie ME

i was able to see that angel figure there from the distant in his clear aura of that positive GLEAM!! 

A sweet smile encircled my face that he has came a long way!!

He told me HELLO! son! and i kept mummed for a while for the reason that i was astonished with his beautiful sigh!.....and moments after this surprised state faded with the gleam to know him.....

I:Why you took so long to see me :) as it was from childhood that i was dreaming to know that who's you!!. As my faith lies in you!

GOD: oHh my dear small  little kid i was busy for controlling the enhancement of the place where you lived :)

my question where not to short to end

I: asked him again that "you say that you are there in our heart but why don't you stop when we do something wrong.....as i thought that we are the puppets with the strings there in your hand....and had a feeling to be always right.....away from the wrong deeds of LIFE :) "

GOD: with a sweet smile on his face....he tapped on my back and smiled again with love...and begain with his statement that....my DEAR..YEAH i posses the strings of your in my hand....and yeah i be in your heart all the time...the air you breathe is because the reason is ME

but my son there is somethings that you have to learn with you FEEL

you are my child and you will always be

but i will just teach you to be right with the way

you fall...and yeah you will surely see the things that

with your positive FEEL!!

i wasn't sure that i was satisfied but i cared to move to some other plee as it was just today from years that HE HAVE HEARD ME and will take too many years to make him come back and talk to ME :)

I:i stated one thoughts which hurt me every time that "why people are just concerned about the wrong side of the COIN ??

its just the love of people and FAITH which binds us ALL

GOD: he answered me with LOVE that sweetheart i use to make everyone with the same love and deliver them my own LIFE :) its just the time which endeavour's the CHANGE in the TASTE of LIFE, i made them to think i made them to love :)

I showered my blessing's to sort out what's wrong and what's right!!

It was just the air of that surrounding which made him to change his LIFE :)

I: those things touched me and i was moved by IT.........and those chariot's of question got drawn to another side :)
it was me again with the question that "life always remain same doings always remain same
but why blood relation's counts everything???"

Is it just the BLOOD RELATION which COUNTS

GOD: he tapped on my back again with love and moved his hands onto my hair with the things as if how childish was my question in those sweet rhymes....:)

I: i wasn't able to judge what the situation was i BLUSHED with confused beads..and tried to cover up the old question with the social needs :)

that "isn't in too much for an innocent heart to BEAR"?

if you will see all around you will be able to find many peoples crying!!! and sufferings and you will be able to find thousands innocent heart fighting against!! death!! for their livelyhood!!........IS IT GOOD ?

that was indeed my last urge to know because there where many times somethings which hurt me to know that's what that create the balance of LIFE :)

GOD: HE smiled again with the thing which i asked and told me that SON i guess you have studied those norms of LIFE so lovingly :)HE stated his thoughts that its just that the DEEDS OF people count to ME...and i USE TO SPRINKLE,THE next LIFE calculating to those DEEDS :) 

I: I interrogated in between that if it is so then WHY WE USE TO HEAR THAT OUR SOULS ARE REGENERATED AFTER BIRTH FROM AGAIN WITH THE FRESH CHIRPS 

GOD: SMILED again....and  answered me with the FAITH that i will understand HE SPOKED TO ME THAT SON its just the count the reason again as the things you DID over the past you will have to pay them alas :)

i was satisfied with my talks with my idol of LIFE he....told me everything for which i STRIVE ....REASON'S may be many that i FOLLOW his PATH
that faith which has been generated in mecan be never DRAWN APART :)

i spoke these things to him and ended my part.

.....HE smiled again andsaid that YOUR SOUL 

has BEEN

REGENERATED

from past!!

his aura got increased andthe 

FLASH MADE

him  HIDE<3

it was the DAWN from the night and i woke up with smile...that the things which i wished has ended in this way :) 

with the things of MY WISH & LIKES :)

THANK YOU THAT YOU FELT ME AND CAME INTO MY LIFE

A sweet urge to know who you are ??(a conference with my beloved GOD)

A sweet urge to know who you are
i DREAMT about you over my 

PAST

A smile in my thoughts to know who you are

a glimpse of you endeavouring the energy

within ME on my pART

with love and affection and affection and

care of mine my thirst to know

your energy got increased with TIME

i followed your teaching's and took care of your

TRUST

and the problem which i GOt you were good 

to THRUST

i dreamed about the things that i am infront of YOU with love

talking to things those question's of my CORE
to know TRULY

that how YOU are?

i stated my thoughts like child jerks you answered me every

time with love!

I asked you who you are

you told me YOUR LOVE

i asked him HOW he told me see 

i am there pumping your heart!!

i carried with the things that you have immense power 

he told me that 

yeah!! i do...but that TRULY come's from you!

i smiled and carried my sweet conference with HIm

with love and affection indulging to LOVE him

I stated those things that why this world is getting rolled

he asnwered that my SON

SOMETHING HAS TO BE DONE ON YOUR OWN!!

the day i know whom i Follow (the HOLY struck)

Those childhood strikes once needed to come to end...i had to be grown with the thoughts of mE....and so it happened in the moving plee...
                                            Life all treacherous with its thoughts and feel i came to know that the one whom i use to call every time from childhood in all my difficult time...

"when i fall, when i fail

and when i lost some stupid alphabet's and words name

when mumma use to slap to some studies sort

of things It was just HE who use to give

me energy to BUILD that crown,,

to build that house to the new level of life

to rise & rise and love the moments of LIFE

i call him all the time and HIS name use to give me energy 

to 

SURVIVE"

Most often when i  FALL i  call him GOD please hear to this problem and help me to SORT....his ways were beautiful and all need is just your HEART to feel that what he DID and what he do with you all the time & how he has MADE his RESIDENCE in your HEART <3

                                                                  the Epoch which made me to feel that he's the one whom                   

i follow with all my heart <3 . He's the one whom i got the name

of IDOL of my Breathe!!

the thirst of this heart

started increasing with the things

to know him that well

from the myths of LIFE

and from the things which our elders use to tell us

in the story or tales of past!!!

"is he here close to us or there heavens apart!! do he hear us or its just the lie which we are saying with our heart"

i use to think these things apart from the things that he was the one the soul within me in order to clear all my thinking's that yeah if someone says to me that he DON"T exist i could say and proof that yeah HE Do.....and that's why i have him as my IDOL as he IS

"THE CREATOR OF YOU!!!"

Those thoughts of LIFE(childhood strike)

Well talking about idol………I still wonder that who we cherish on to be our IDOL….
with some glimpse in my eyes and with a wicked smile…I still talk to myself that how could a person have a idol. These were some off the wicked thought's which were added to the chapters of my life!!....

These were those personal thinking which

embezzled me in that sigh!!

A person has his/her idol always related to there region of interest and to the things they LOVE.

And I was never able to identify the things that what i like and what i don't....

well i has none of my stuff to give me jerk that

I need to know who's the bEST in that

always use to spend time killing with the things which I

like at that moment 

& 

use to change some other RHYME :)

A child in search of that he likes,he thinks and thinks and ends with smile :)

Thats's why he never had his thought that sticked to one point and somewhere

or other he was always there residing in the arms

 of his/her creator with a beautiful smile :)

all night i use to pray to god to know the one whom i like and
follow his step in my life:)
AMEN

thinking of things....of the past LIFE those sweetness of childhood and that innocent LIFE.....I remembered that i how sometimes i use to sleep that innocently thinking of the things that whom i follow...and whom i LIKE...praying with GOD all the time that

"God please tell me whom i LIKE"

i use to sleep with the thirst to know the IDol of my LIFE :)

and my mind remain in those thoughts to know the right

person of that zone :)

"Those innocent time when i use

to strive for you

i loved that rhyme that i was that eager

to know you

i loved my thought's of that innocent LIFE

that sweet little heart praying for you

to just know you!!

with the ending statement which we

learnt in our school!!"

"DEAR lord hear our pray AMEN"

dear god please here my pray
i want to know this world in the beautiful way
with the things which i do i love to life
need to track the best who will be the guide to my
LIFE